This is the second day of ‘Eid. We aren’t celebrating because my husband doesn’t really do that. I didn’t want to push it because we’re low on money and I didn’t want to aggravate his temper.
I didn’t do as much as I wanted to, but one good habit I did was reading more Quran. 25-50 verses a day. It makes me feel better. I have more clarity. I see some things now, some things clear that my husband has made foggy. He says it is what it is, but I know Islam isn’t what he says it is.
He tries to control how I practice, and if I don’t, then I’m not a real muslim. Its nice to read differently.
As of today, there are 31 days until school starts. I can’t wait. My kidz love school and have cabin fever. They are driving my bat $**T crazy. But I love them to pieces hehe.
I’m just trying to be healthy and survive summer lol.