Bismillah ir Arahaman ir Rahim!
So this is my first Ramadhan as a Shi’a Muslim. I am still learning a lot of things. It is also summer time so getting things done can be quite difficult because I have my 3 babies at home.
Not as much time for lots of Spiritual reflection but I’m trying.
I am still cautious and paranoid about my husband. I’m dubious about his intentions. The only time he’s very friendly is if we discuss religion. Sigh.
This month I’ll do more research on Narcisstic Personality Disorder and Islamic Marriage. I will attempt to mend the bond this month, in observance of Ramadhan, and if nothing happens, then I can not be blaimed.
I will have tried my best.
And that’s the most that I can do, try my best, and focus on myself and my children.