Today I turned 35. I am now older than my mom was when she died. Its a weird feeling.
Part of me is depressed. Part of me just feels weird. I am OLDER than she was when she died and I was 16. That was almost 19 years ago. Its just a weird feeling. I don’t even know how describe it.
My birthday was not so great.
My daughter got me a pink teddy bear. So cute. My step-daughter got me a chocolate pudding cake.
I was going to buy myself a special birthday dinner – steamed artichoke with butter and shrimp and maybe some low carb chocolate mousse.
That did NOT happen because my husband didn’t tell that there was no $ for groceries and personal necessities. I was a little upset.
They wished me a happy birthday. My daughter wouldn’t let me wash any of the dishes which is nice.
My husband still doesn’t acknowledge my birthday.
No birthday sex for me. It’s just a weird time for me.
darktippedrose 
Happy Birthday darktippedrose!
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Thank you!
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Happy Birthday! Sending you love and care on a conflicting day of emotions. I am glad your daughters celebrated you in the ways they were able. You are worth celebrating precious friend.
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Thank you. This Friday I hope to finally get my birthday dinner. We’ll see how it goes.
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